"When you begin to question your dream, awakening will not be far away."
-Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj
Perhaps it is time to get a real job, a 9 to 5 gig and junk the bohemian lifestyle.Yes, knucle under to the machine.
You must keep sending work out; you must never let a manuscript do nothing but eat its head off in a drawer. You send that work out again and again, while you're working on another one. If you have talent, you will receive some measure of success - but only if you persist. Isaac Asimov (1920 - 1992)
The only thing I was fit for was to be a writer, and this notion rested solely on my suspicion that I would never be fit for real work, and that writing didn't require any. Russell Baker (1925 - )